OD&C

trains come and trains go

some will move out some in of your life

we’re not always schroedinger’s cat

sometimes we choose not to delay the road and take the train to forward land

wouldn’t I like to know where it leads or where I lead my track

wouldn’t I like to have the gift to read the stars or people’s eyes

which I find at times harder, more than the soul

but stepping out of the cage is a gesture

stepping into the light is a sequel, sometimes it’s cause and effect with no delay

sometimes I don’t have time to put the lyrics together so I leave it for yesterday and I live today

so forth with some answers unasked and so on with some answered questions

be them asked or not

consequences of time or of heavy hearts

of break throughs or of cravings

in the end, just jump up, you’ve payed the ticket.

my shoes

Things you will or will not understand,

In time.

Takes time and time is in the making

and we so often forget that we challenged some limits already,

That we fought some fights and won after all

even if the ashes don’t burn anymore.

And all the world to tell you how it was,

in that unwritten written book of the ghosts.

My child,

you won’t know so well before I depart

You’ll be sketching your own pieces in the dark

You perhaps condemn and refuse

Please whatever you do, don’t walk in my shoes.

It’s been a billion light years away

She died in a mirror and lived when it seemed

that wanting is wanting not something you want

But clothes mater only because they cover the heart

But not heal what is screaming to close on its own

Some wounds are forgotten some better are told.

They laughed but only to chase them away -

The tears and the fears, the sun of the day.

It’s been long, it’s longer still but at least

From where you’re standing all is missed.

at least she decided to wear on a sleeve

 the shutter the battle the holy encounter.

my kingdom her begging 

for otherwise my child,

how, I wonder, could you have been here to judge?

night night I cherish your dreams

kiss mommy and don’t be afraid of your fears.